this is a picture of me, enjoy
if not that's okay, i understand. we've all been there. it's hard to remember that it will be okay again one day but it will.
it's so strange to think that other people feel also don't feel like they've got it figured out, especially when you're afflicted with the curse of comparison. *what did they say that comparision does again? eh, surely nothing THAT bad.*
one thing i've been trying to remember when i'm feeling discouraged is that i've have been there for every perceived failure of mine, every nasty thought, and every mean moment and that's the same for you too! it's easy when you have all that knowledge to be ashamed of the person you are. i do let it get to me, but time will march forward and i can choose whether the decisions i make form a person that i can be proud of tomorrow, a better person. the problem is i don't know how, or even what that person would look like. how do you become someone when you don't even know what that person is going to look like?
i don't know, here's a cute cat video
anyways, i guess this is a blog? i'll figure out what to do with this as i go. maybe i'll just make it an interest hub with no value to anyone else but me, apologies. however, if you're anything like me (snoopy and find the lives of random people on the internet interesting) you're probably in the right place.
this is mostly just a silly website to learn html and to have as a side project - i don't know where this is headed. it might just be another website of many sitting on the internet collecting dust. but it's cool to learn a new skill, eh?